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Anonymous asked: What is your ideal woman?
Someone I can open up too and just talk too for hours. I just want to be able to experience life to the fullest with someone that wants to do the same thing. Someone that wants to travel and see the world and possibly live in multiple countries.
I want to be able to learn and expand my outlook on life with this woman and I want them to do the same thing with me.
She needs to be able to dance and have a good time.
I would love to plant and tend to a garden with her.
I want to do yoga with her every day.
A girl that would allow me to have a room dedicated to pillows is a keeper for sure.
She has to be way into Space.
If she can have fun and enjoy herself with me that is basically all that I ask :)
Oh and cosplay would be awesome :)
Anonymous asked: When is your birthday? Just curious :)
October 1st, 1988.
Libra, Year of the Dragon, and right in the middle of Oktoberfest :)
Fancy knowing anything about me?
1: Full name
2: Age
3: 3 Fears
4: 3 things I love
5: 4 turns on
6: 4 turns off
7: My best friend
8: Sexual orientation
9: My best first date
10: How tall am I
11: What do I miss
12: What time were I born
13: Favorite color
14: Do I have a crush
15: Favorite quote
16: Favorite place
17: Favorite food
18: Do I use sarcasm
19: What am I listening to right now
20: First thing I notice in new person
21: Shoe size
22: Eye color
23: Hair color
24: Favorite style of clothing
25: Ever done a prank call?
27: Meaning behind my URL
28: Favorite movie
29: Favorite song
30: Favorite band
31: How I feel right now
32: Someone I love
33: My current relationship status
34: My relationship with my parents
35: Favorite holiday
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
42: When did I last hold hands?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
45: Where am I right now?
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
49: Am I excited for anything?
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
55: What is something I disliked about today?
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
57: What do I think about most?
58: What’s my strangest talent?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
61: What was the last lie I told?
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
64: Do I believe in magic?
65: Do I believe in luck?
66: What’s the weather like right now?
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
69: Do I have any nicknames?
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
71: Do I spend money or save it?
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
74: Favorite animal?
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
78: How can you win my heart?
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80: What is my favorite word?
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
86: What is my current desktop picture?
87: Had sex?
88: Bought condoms?
89: Gotten pregnant?
90: Failed a class?
91: Kissed a boy?
92: Kissed a girl?
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
94: Had job?
95: Left the house without my wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
97: Had sex in public?
98: Played on a sports team?
99: Smoked weed?
100: Did drugs?
101: Smoked cigarettes?
102: Drank alcohol?
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
104: Been overweight?
105: Been underweight?
106: Been to a wedding?
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
109: Been outside my home country?
110: Gotten my heart broken?
111: Been to a professional sports game?
112: Broken a bone?
113: Cut myself?
114: Been to prom?
115: Been in airplane?
116: Fly by helicopter?
117: What concerts have I been to?
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
119: Learned another language?
120: Wore make up?
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
122: Had oral sex?
123: Dyed my hair?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
125: Rode in an ambulance?
126: Had a surgery?
127: Met someone famous?
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
129: Peed outside?
130: Been fishing?
131: Helped with charity?
132: Been rejected by a crush?
133: Broken a mirror?
134: What do I want for birthday?
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
136: Was I named after anyone?
137: Do I like my handwriting?
138: What was my favorite toy as a child?
139: Favorite Tv Show?
140: Where do I want to live when older?
141: Play any musical instrument?
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
143: Favorite pizza topping?
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
145: Am I afraid of heights?
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
148: What I’m really bad at
149: What my greatest achievements are
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery
152: What do I like about myself
153: My closest Tumblr friend
154: Something I fantasize about
155: Any question you’d like?
fire-onthe-mountain asked: hii!!! how are you?
Lately I’ve been doing really well. I started working out at the beginning of April and at this point I have already lost a whole belt size just from being active again. I also joined Planet Beach so that has been really fun lately too :) all in all I don’t have much to complain about. Just been focusing on improving myself as much as I can so I can get out and experience the world better.
theirrelevantsoul asked: What is the first thing you notice in a person?
Honestly I’d say eyes. There is a whole universe of ideas and feelings behind those beautiful eyes and if you couple that with the energy a person gives off, you can know a lot about a person right away. Some people just have really gorgeous eyes too :)
lindseymcdoug asked: what is your passion?
I had this questions sitting in my inbox for months because sometimes it’s hard to just narrow it down to just one thing. One of my favorite things to do in life is to learn every aspect of computer including hardware and software. I started programming when I was 12 and have been working with computer ever since.
The reason I was having trouble answering this is because, although I am really good working with computers and they will probably be part of my career, I really enjoy plants more than anything. Nature in general is one of the most moving things for me but plants just blow my mind sometimes. If I really had a choice I would be growing thousands of different plants species so that I can live off the land and donate some of them to local grocery stores and medical companies. Getting lost in nature is one of my all time favorite pass times so if I had some land where I could grow my own nature world, well, that is a dream of mine :)
I think I just made it to 10,000 post with no drugs on my blog at all. Drug influenced stuff but no drugs directly. That was the plan from the beginning and I’m glad I stuck with it. My blog looked really different in the beginning too. It’s really cool to look back on all the stuff I posted because all this stuff really does mean something to me on some level. I love all the people I get to interact with on here and I’m sorry I don’t put more effort into it and talk to the beautiful people that follow me but I’m going to try to do better about that now. Also I’m going go through and start tagging all the pictures too :)
PEACE AND LOVE TO YOU ALWAYS!!
Lately I have been dealing with some extreme social anxiety issues and it’s really starting to take a toll on me. I first recognized I had anxiety about this time last year and I’ve been trying to do different things to change it. The only problem with that is I don’t have a lot of people I can talk about this with up here. I moved up to Minnesota completely on my own with no friends or family in this state. I made new friends in the 3 years I’ve been up here but most of them are professional connections which doesn’t really help me.
I might be homesick, or I might be longing for something more in life. Either way I really wish I had more like minded people in my life. I don’t want to conform to any societal standard that is constantly being pushed on me. I just want to experience every possible aspect of life in my own way and I want to share these experiences with people that will understand and appreciate that. No one up here seems to understand that. I’m trying to grow and learn and better myself in every way I can but since I can’t share these experiences with anybody that will listen (without judgement) I just continue to do my own thing, alone, like I have been my whole life. I turn 25 this year and it really does scare me how comfortable I am at being alone. Most nights I am ok with that but I really need people I can learn and grow with. There is only so much I can do on my own before it just get repetitive and pointless.
On top of all of this it kind of bothers me that I’ve only had one successful relationship that was over 6 years ago at this point. I haven’t felt real love or real passion since a couple of months before my first relationship ended my senior year in high school. It was a mutual break up so it wan’t bad but I really need to share those feelings with another beautiful soul. How am I supposed to explore the entirety of who I am without being able to experience the very personal connection couples get to experience together?
There are soo many things on my mind lately but I really just need to find some people I can experience life with. Being alone is not working for me anymore.
This is in my Top 5 Favorite Quotes list for sure :)
I generally don’t like to dwell on the negative aspects of my life but I’m really lost in life right now. I have been graduated from college for a year now in March and I have next to nothing to show for it. I found a decent job with Apple that is barely covering all my bills and student loans. With both of those taking up the majority of my income, I have just enough to buy very minimal amounts of food that is enough to keep me living but has no nutritional value at all. Because of that I don’t ever have energy to work out anymore which really bums me out.
With most of my income already spoken for I have no way to go out and do things with friends or even entertain myself. I received an Audio Engineering degree in college and I have done no sound work at all, and I haven’t even been to a concert in the last year because I am soo broke.
One of the reasons I haven’t done anything with my degree is because I need a computer to do so. I have a 7 year old laptop that I keep putting different distros of Linux on just to keep it alive. At this point I’ve had to plug a keyboard into it because it’s missing keys itself and I have unplugged the fan on it completely because it was so noisy when the computer is on. As soon as I get a half way decent computer to work with I can start reaching out to my colleagues in the industry for work and help them out. Until then I will continue to do nothing with my degree.
This last year has done nothing for me mentally, physically, spiritually, socially or whatever. I have not accomplished anything and I am just wasting my life away because of these student loans.
I don’t even get the privilege of buying my own booze or weed on the weekends because i’m so broke. Being broke, sober, and alone for the last year has been really shitty and I really need things to change.
With the thought of all of this on my mind constantly, my mood/life style has change a wee bit. I try to keep to myself as much as possible so I don’t have the temptation to go out and spend money with people. I really don’t hit up the friends I do have because it usually means going out and spending money in some way shape or form.
On top of all of this I have not been able to visit my little sister since she moved to Kansas city, MI 3 years ago. We keep trying to plan something but I’m always out of money so I have no way to work around her and make something happen.
Basically, what it comes down to is, my life is going nowhere, I don’t get to spend time with anybody, and I’m sober about 95% of the time. I’m pretty much a waste of life right now.
I can’t remember the last time I’ve been this hopeless in life but I’m trying to hold on to the very few good things in life I have right now.
